My band just got finished our first album. I'm quite satisfied.
I have a new job that I will, most likely, get. It pays quite well, but I'm not sure if I want it because I like how my current job is lax with shows and stuff. I mean, I could always just grab more hours there. No big deal, I guess.
So, yeah. Sort of went up to Morgantown to hang out with someone. Basically had a blast. Hung out with an old friend. We went to Cooper's Rock, went to Cheddar's to eat, and just sort of hung out around her apartment. Watching Neverending Story with her was damn hysterical. Most fun I've had in quite a while. So, we're watching this movie and she non-nonchalantly sets her head on my shoulder. I'll just say that it was one of those things that sort of made everything better. I mean, I obviously have feelings for this girl, so it was just.....yeah. It made me happy. During the whole thing we were sort of getting closer and closer to each other. I mean, I was doing it on purpose. I don't know. We finally end up just sort of chilling out and watching YouTube videos. Really close together, might I add. Somehow I end up holding her hand, and eventually we go to bed and we're sort of cuddling. I mean, not sort of, but we ARE. I couldn't even believe it, to be honest. Eventually we just end up kissing. I don't know how it happened, but it just did. It was amazing. In review, I showed up there having feelings for this girl, nothing enormous, sort of just a silly crush I guess. But I left feeling so much different. In a great way, that is. Like, we just clicked. There's no other way to explain it. I THINK she feels the same way about me. THINK. Even looking at how our conversations go through text messages, it just sort of seems like it. I don't know how to bring it up with her! Sure, she lives an hour and a half away, but the distance doesn't matter. Not anymore it doesn't. Besides, she deserves a good guy. I'm not trying to brag, but I think I'm a pretty decent person. It seems like she's had a lot of guys that were dicks to her, and that just sets me off because she deserves so much better. I wanna give that to her. Ya digg? Hopefully it works out. I couldn't take another one of those "spur of the moment" bits.
Peace.
Friday, August 13, 2010
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